What is my problem?

I can't seem to get over this.... thing. What is it?

It seems I am putting something in front of me and having difficulty with understanding why I keep putting it in the way.

Can anyone relate?

It is myself. I am creating an unnecessary battle with my own self. Or is it necessary? It is here, and for whatever reason I haven't understood the reason why. I think through understanding, the acceptance comes and then the thing itself vanishes into a memory transformed into a living wisdom.

I am open. Please show me. Thank you. I love you.